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Archive for May, 2011

Update

Sorry it has been a long time since i’ve written. I am currently working on 4+ projects at work ..which leave me rather exhausted. I guess the situation with my wife has also left me exhausted. As I mentioned before, I am tired of talking about negative things anyway. But I will provide a quick and to the point update.

Last week (without going into details), my wife picked a fight with my boss. So not only is she banned from our building (and thankfully I still have my job).. we have been separated for almost a week. I currently have the kids since I am the only one disciplined between us to take them to school.

This has been difficult for them and for me emotionally. But strangely enough.. since leaving.. things have opened themselves up. When I say that, I mean that I find myself in the company of friends more than I expected. I am hanging out with people whom I haven’t talked to in a long time.. and just today, I got in contact with a friend whom I used to see a few years ago.

I feel as though a door is opening again that I had closed.. I feel weird about it.. like things are coming back into a full circle. But that also scares me because I want to go in a line, not ring around backward. Anyway ..maybe it’s just my analogy that is flawed there.

Anyway, I do have a lot of things to catch up on and I will write about it soon.